Work

What are you supposed to do when your afraid of going to work everyday. Afraid of doing things wrong, and afraid of dealing with the people that i work with. I dont want to ask Kathy if she needs help with anything because i am afraid that im going to screw it up and have her even more angry with me. No matter how careful i am or how many times i check things over its still wrong and i cant figure out what i am doing wrong. And she doesnt tell me until after i do it wrong so its too late to fix it. Today they all went out for lunch becuase Kathy had won 1850.00 at the casino yesterday and took everyone, and there wasnt a formal invitation made to me so here i am sitting alone in my office when everyone else is out for lunch. I jsut want to go home and hide in my room and cry for a few hours. And having everything going on with my mom isnt heloing matters at all. I tried to call my mom and talk to her earlier but she didnt answer the phone. I am off to try again though and get out of this building for a while becuase its just making me more upset, as is writing this.